Mm, mm, mm, mm

Never get close when I want it
Every little spark has left me burned
Kinda wanna die when you get quiet
Maybe it's you I don't deserve

So at one point, I stopped calling
In a few weeks, we'll stop talking
'Cause I'd rather break my own heart
Than to let you be what caused it
Honestly, there's a part of me
That's scared I'll never find it
So at one point, I stopped trying

Maybe I'm just a masochist (Mm)
Maybe I'm scared that when wе kiss
I won't live up to who you think I am
And I'll be let down again

So at onе point, I stopped calling
In a few weeks, we'll stop talking
'Cause I'd rather break my own heart
Than to let you be what caused it
Honestly, there's a part of me
That's scared I'll never find it
So at one point, I stopped trying

In my own body, I'm out to get me
No, you can't be what he wants
New York City is special to me
But I don't get what I want

So at one point, I stopped calling
In a few weeks, we'll stop talking
'Cause I'd rather break my own heart
Than to let you be what caused it
Honestly, there's a part of me
That's scared I'll never find it
So at one point, I stopped trying
Mm, I stopped trying