I spent my whole life trying to
Find silver lines in clouds of blue
I wonder will the ideas change
But no they always look the same

And you were wise you should have know
I realise it now I'm grown
You stretched my branches far too wide
And left the leaves to fall and die

I wake up in the night to replay the story
As I wipe my eyes, pretend that you're sorry
I'm glad that you died, cause now I don't worry
But no matter what I do I'll be carrying the weight of you

Everybody has a past
Just sad how long mine seems to last
I'll rip the words right off the page
But I always write them down again

I wake up in the night to replay the story
As I wipe my eyes, pretend that you're sorry
I'm glad that you died, cause now I don't worry
But no matter what I do I'll be carrying the weight of

You were the one to stop my emptiness
What kind of monster leaves a girl like this
There, I said it!

I wake up, I wake up in the night to replay the story
As I wipe my eyes, pretend that you're sorry
I'm glad that you died, cause now I don't worry
But no matter what I do, no matter what I do
no matter what I do I'll be carrying the weight of you